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A Human Prayer

 

Water water water water moon moon moon moon

beam beam beam on the water water lillies lillies lillies

pouring out moon light on your body body body

in the water water water of the womb womb womb

that brought you here. 

Have you ever been born again born again born again? 

Did you want to be born again?

This time you’ll feel better, a new life in the same water

water water water and the thing about Water is it

moves and it is always falling falling falling,

into itself they never told you were mostly made of water.

You are so full of water.

Come here, come inside of yourself.

Are you in here now?

I know they hurt you

but Mommy loved you

Daddy loved you too.

And there are

ROOTS BENEATH YOUR FEET

SINGING YOUR NAME

YOU ARE A SACRED GOD

YOU ARE A GOD

LET ME HOLD YOU.

Your entire life

you saw images of bodies

who were not yours,

you realized there was something

else besides yourself.

A bird caught mid-flight

with a human face.

You wanted to rain.

You watched images

floating by on a screen and

your body floated along with them.

Now it was after that, that you realized

you were dreaming.

The images were floating by on a screen

it’s okay it’s okay here here here we are going…

You thought it could never happen but here it’s going.

Beauty was built—remember,

in the early construction of man.

It was a designed construction,

men in hats built it.

To control the bodies bodies bodies

and the water water water.

And especially the wombs.

A construct which means

it can die and be built anew.

And it dies in you right now.

Feel the hole inside yourself it left you—

TOUCH YOUR CHEST AND FEEL

THE HOLE IT LEFT IN YOUR CHEST

NOW PRESS DOWN VERY HARD

WITH YOUR HAND INTO YOUR CHEST

AND FILL THAT HOLE WITH YOURSELF

THE SPIRIT OF THE CONSTRUCT

WANTS TO RETURN ITSELF TO YOU

BUT I AM EXPELLING ITS RETURN

WITH THESE WORDS YOU ARE FREE,

IT IS JUST YOU AND YOUR BEAUTIFUL

MAJESTIC HAND YOU ARE NEVER

GOING TO FEEL BADLY AGAIN

ABOUT WHO YOU ARE, ALL JUDGEMENTS

ARE ONLY INTUITIONS ON WHERE TO GO NEXT.

Listening to the wind you are water.

YOU ARE COMPLETELY WORTHY

AND LOVABLE AND ALL LIFE IS SUFFERING

AND WE SUFFER TOGETHER

YOU KNOW THIS IN THE BACK OF YOUR MIND

always

AND FROM NOW ON WILL WALK THE EARTH KNOWING

THAT BEAUTY IS A CONSTRUCT

AND EVERY BODY IS BEAUTIFUL

IN ITS FORM

MOMMY LOVED YOU

DADDY LOVED YOU too

And earth loved you best.